Sky Bar"ing" On 12th Oct ^^

To My BEST Bro...

I love you for that certain smile
that cheers me up when I am down.
I love you for your tenderness
that warms me through the through.

I love you for your kindness
and your understanding heart
The one that somehow, n always said
"I love you very much"

I love you for your faith in me
your sweet and patient ways
For the many things you do
so often without praise

I love you for all these things
and for a million others too
But most of all,
simply because you're my BEST BRO ^^

...

To protecting myself,
i learn to kill others that blocking my way....
dun blame me,
cause i won't let anyone or things stop me from wat i want...

i would give up everything 4 my dreams...
i would do whatever it takes 2 achieve that...
whoever try 2 bring me down,
i'll make sure u can't c the next sun raise!!!

Love is...

trough out de years,
i had learned a lot...
i had learned how 2 protect myself,
how 2 back stepping ppl,
learned how 2 make a politic goes around,
n it's just 2 pass de mess on sumone else rather den myself...

I ain't de 1 who started all this games
or whatever u cal it as...
But u DID!!!
I'm just do what u do best, n it's just 2 protect myself...
I'll forgive You for sure, i mean y not!!!
but I NEVER forget wat u did...
careful with that, I do bite if it's necessary ...

At the same time,
i had c many couple around me,
from how hard they started their relationship,
to how easy they ended it up...
what a joke... waste time!!!
seriously...

But at least i learn something...

To love sumbody,
doesn't mean you must own he/she..
sumtimes,
letting go was also a way to show ur love...
In fact, in certain situation
it might b de only way you can do 2 continue ur love with him/her...

Love isn't about 2 own him/her,
n it isn't about ourself only...
love also need space to breath,
freedom 2 do certain things...
don't try 2 force ur bf/gf to do things they dun like to do,
even if they do it 4 you,
but have u ever wonder it's that really they wanted to?
or because they have to??
or even worst they force to,by u!!!

little by little,
days after days,
it might bcuming a boom,
n u just won't know when u might b losing them,
it could b anytime,
n mayb right here, right now!!!

y can't everyone thinks further den just that?
If u truly love ur bf/gf
u will only wish them to hav de best...
Sometimes things isn't always comes from you,
but as long as he/she's happy with it, y not???
cause out there, they're even ppl letting go their bf/gf to some else,
cause they only want 2 see their bf/gf to b happy...
but many cal that a fool...
certain times yes, it's very fool to do that...

if ur bf/gf had cheat on u, n hav other person den u
den just tel urself 2 let it go,
i know it's hard,
but rather den suffer long times between 3 of u...
i'll choose 2 quit, n bury de sadness to myself
meanwhile i'll still wish 2 c he/she to b happy...

what 2 do, that's how life goes..
DEAL with it...
there are another tomorrow 2 come,
n there is still many ppl out there waiting 2 b love...
it isn't de end of world yet,
n u still have ur right 2 choose...
just choose a better 1 this time =)

lastly,
as bible said in 1 corinthians 4 to 7

Love is patient,
love is kind.
It does not envy,
it does not boast,
it is not proud.

It is not rude,
it is not self-seeking,
it is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil
but rejoices with the truth.

It always protects,
always trusts,
always hopes,
always perseveres.


xx x patrick x xx

Empty
is who i am...
Deep down inside,
an emptiness that couldn't be fill...

Lonely
is actually my best friends...
no one knows my loneliness,
cause i acted well out side...

Love
will never comes to me...
That's de reason why,
I had replace it with money...

Boring
that's how my life sound like...
Lived everyday,
like waiting 2 die...

Dream
is de only things i want 2 achieve...
i working hard 4 it,
bother what comes my way,
i just won't give up!!!

Heart
is what i had given out...
But as 4 de result,
no one even reply me a thank you
but FUCK YOU!!!

Sadness
I do feel it sometimes...
But i deal with it
b4 sumone found it out...

Secret
everyone had their secret..
as 4 me,
i been keeping it long enough
but i ain't telling yet...

Mask
is what everyone wearing now...
don't you feel tire,
why can't just put it down???


xxx patrick xxx

It's always so difficult 2 predict,
how a person life might change in few years time.
Sum might doing well,
sum still wOrking hard on their dream,
sum remain de same as always,
as for SUM others,
u dun even bother wat they doing lately...

It's always amazed 2 c, those who success in their life,
while others still wOrking hard 4 their future...
It do make me jealous 2 c frens that get support from their parents,
or just lucky enough 2 b born in a rich family....
for ppl like me,
i'm still wOrking hard n trying my luck 4 my dream n future...
i dun hav financial n parents support 4 wat i trying 2 achieve.
n yet, i'm decide 2 aim high, n wish myself luck...
most importantly DUN GIV UP!!!!

anyway,
those wasn't my purpose 2 write my blog 2day..
i'm actually wanna write about SUM ONE who loose him/herself lately,
n yet he/she nv notice itself.... how sad!!!!
If u think u r the one i'm talking about,
de answer is NO not u, but YOU
yes YOU, i hope u reading this right now!!!!

4 Christ sick,
pls do open up ur eyes boys/girls.....
how old r u now? stil can't use ur brain 2 think properly?
I dunno wat the hell is going on with YOU,
but i do know wat u doing right now, was so !@#$%^&*!!!!
trowing de shit around, flirting here n there...
u making urself cheap... i mean really CHEAP!!!!
shame on YOU!!!!

Y on earth u doing that for???
that r billions of ppl in de world, n yet u choose this one!!!!
the one that always been a sport light among those 38 aunty...
seriously man!!!! y this fella????
i know i doesn't hav de right to judge u 2,
put since u r with this fella, others getting annoying cause of u 2 ...
If u r trying 2 revenge or sumthing,
i can tell u right now, no one will even bother ...
go kill urself b4 sum one did it 2 u soon...
If u say u join de wrong frens,
i can only said u r cheap n brainless ...
can't u decide wat u wanna do 4 urself??

After wat u hav said about ur's brother/sister years ago,
yet u ain't any difference with them,
n mayb de only difference can b,
it's that YOU ARE WORST DEN THEM!!!!!!!
i'm actually hoping u to reading this, n realise that i'm talking about u,
u ain't de one i know years ago,
u r now more like a bitch den a human!!!
i feel sorry 4 u, n specially ur mum...
i can imaging she crying alone everynight,
while praying 2 God that she b able 2 bring her child back to normal,
wat a poor n helpless mum...

n as 4 buddy,
i fell sorry n yet helpless to u,
let hope time will clean de mess up,
n ppl won't sing it so loud to de world...
if not, i really think u gonna hide ur face under else where...

haiz....
pity 2 both of u...
wish u luck.... XD