There's no doubt about it,

God has brought us together.

But everyday,

through caring and understanding,

we are the ones who make sure

we stay that way.

Sometimes two brothers
"click" in a way that

goes beyond just being related.

They become each other's

support system, ally, and confidant

in other words,

they become the best kind of friends...

You're someone i wouldn't

hesitate to come to

with the worst kind of problem.

Knowing that i wouldn't be judged,

knowing that you're just roll up your sleeves

and try to help me solve it.

Do you know how much that means
in today's world

It means everything to me.

Believe me, i have no idea

how lucky

to get a brother like you.

i only know that i'm glad,

i did.^^

wat's actually happen

2nd Nov

It's my off day actually...

so i when out 4 movie n shopping ALONE till around 8pm!!!!!!

cause everyone having class....T.T....

Reach home at 8 sumthing, as usual 1st thing 2 do was fb"ing"

den cook my own dinner and on....

everythings go well untill........

my phone ringing, my boss cal up

she : y xxx go back early today?

me : cause his brother having birthday party today, n i thought today won't hav much ppl, so i let him took de morning shiff...

she : den? now de shop all myammar ppl only working? you thought my shop is myammar shop ar!!! like wat!!!

how many times i had 2 tell u, when u off xxx MUST work at night... wat if customers asking anythings, u thought they can understand ar...

(i was like HELLO!!! YOU r de one said wanna save cost, dun want take local workers, myammar good can work 12 hours, salary oso cheap, bla bla bla.... N most importantly xxx interview that time u promise ppl 2 work 1 week morning shiff n 1 week night shiff.... n now bcause YOU wanna cut cost n now ppl hav 2 work night shiff everyday. v only here working 4 u ok, not selling ourself 2 u pls!!! u thought u're paying salary den u very big now... o0o nah!!!!

i can simply get another job with same or even higher salary anywhere anytime, dun tell me bullshit...

i thought cause i won't work 4 long d, that's y i lazy 2 change job, if not.. u??? FUCK OFF PLS!!!)

me : ya, i know but cause he tell me was his broyher birthday n they're having party 4 him at home, n usually monday oso no customer 1 la...

so i allow him 2 took morning shiff lo..

she : den, u shouldn't off today wat,

u should change off day with him wat, de shop must hav a local worker there...

now wat u want me 2 do???

(SO??? u dun want 2 take local workers, n saying that "cashier so free can go help waiter 1 ma, dun just sit at cashier" i paying u ppl salary not just sit there 1 ok, find sumthing 4 them 2 do...

somemore 2 local?? wat if i off, den another 1 accident or had emergency??? i beg u'll cal me come in 2 work 4 sure...)

me : ... nv answer her for quit awhile

she : so now i dun care is ur off day... iwant u go there now, till not many ppl only u can go back..

me : ok, but i haven't eat, still cooking

she : den faster finish n go!!!

me : ok. =(

den i ate my meal..

damn i suppose 2 enjoy my meal, somemore i purposely bought a wine 4 my dinner today...

now end up sollow everything n fly to that stupid shop..

9.15pm like that, i reach de shop

ok, not bad , quit a lot of ppl hmm...

den i realize de coin in cashier going 2 finish..

so i went 2 7 eleven 4 sum coin changing..

till 10pm, most ppl already finish eating n paying, so i went back that time...

Just nice reach home only, i saw 2 missed cal on my phone, i cal back n found out cashier money had short 600...

damn 600!!! 1st time ever short so much... usually only 10 to 50 bucks... damn

so i go back check again n HELL, it's really short 6oo bucks...
n so i cal her up, n she said ok, let's check cctv tomorrow...

3th Nov

after waiting de whole day, finally i'm checking de cctv with her husband n guess wat...
everything was just as normal...
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2 cut de story short, it end up she cal me n said,
"I DUN CARE, u 3 ppl hav 2 responsible 4 it....."
how gud she was.... o0o

Sky Bar"ing" On 12th Oct ^^

To My BEST Bro...

I love you for that certain smile
that cheers me up when I am down.
I love you for your tenderness
that warms me through the through.

I love you for your kindness
and your understanding heart
The one that somehow, n always said
"I love you very much"

I love you for your faith in me
your sweet and patient ways
For the many things you do
so often without praise

I love you for all these things
and for a million others too
But most of all,
simply because you're my BEST BRO ^^

...

To protecting myself,
i learn to kill others that blocking my way....
dun blame me,
cause i won't let anyone or things stop me from wat i want...

i would give up everything 4 my dreams...
i would do whatever it takes 2 achieve that...
whoever try 2 bring me down,
i'll make sure u can't c the next sun raise!!!

Love is...

trough out de years,
i had learned a lot...
i had learned how 2 protect myself,
how 2 back stepping ppl,
learned how 2 make a politic goes around,
n it's just 2 pass de mess on sumone else rather den myself...

I ain't de 1 who started all this games
or whatever u cal it as...
But u DID!!!
I'm just do what u do best, n it's just 2 protect myself...
I'll forgive You for sure, i mean y not!!!
but I NEVER forget wat u did...
careful with that, I do bite if it's necessary ...

At the same time,
i had c many couple around me,
from how hard they started their relationship,
to how easy they ended it up...
what a joke... waste time!!!
seriously...

But at least i learn something...

To love sumbody,
doesn't mean you must own he/she..
sumtimes,
letting go was also a way to show ur love...
In fact, in certain situation
it might b de only way you can do 2 continue ur love with him/her...

Love isn't about 2 own him/her,
n it isn't about ourself only...
love also need space to breath,
freedom 2 do certain things...
don't try 2 force ur bf/gf to do things they dun like to do,
even if they do it 4 you,
but have u ever wonder it's that really they wanted to?
or because they have to??
or even worst they force to,by u!!!

little by little,
days after days,
it might bcuming a boom,
n u just won't know when u might b losing them,
it could b anytime,
n mayb right here, right now!!!

y can't everyone thinks further den just that?
If u truly love ur bf/gf
u will only wish them to hav de best...
Sometimes things isn't always comes from you,
but as long as he/she's happy with it, y not???
cause out there, they're even ppl letting go their bf/gf to some else,
cause they only want 2 see their bf/gf to b happy...
but many cal that a fool...
certain times yes, it's very fool to do that...

if ur bf/gf had cheat on u, n hav other person den u
den just tel urself 2 let it go,
i know it's hard,
but rather den suffer long times between 3 of u...
i'll choose 2 quit, n bury de sadness to myself
meanwhile i'll still wish 2 c he/she to b happy...

what 2 do, that's how life goes..
DEAL with it...
there are another tomorrow 2 come,
n there is still many ppl out there waiting 2 b love...
it isn't de end of world yet,
n u still have ur right 2 choose...
just choose a better 1 this time =)

lastly,
as bible said in 1 corinthians 4 to 7

Love is patient,
love is kind.
It does not envy,
it does not boast,
it is not proud.

It is not rude,
it is not self-seeking,
it is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil
but rejoices with the truth.

It always protects,
always trusts,
always hopes,
always perseveres.


xx x patrick x xx